It's Not Easy Being Me
I had a rough evening and an even rougher day because I didn't get much sleep last night. My heart was hurt, which happens to me more often than to most. I know that turning 50 in a few weeks is a milestone and in lots of ways I have been preparing in good ways for the "second half of my life". I am less critical of some things and more critical of others. I cry rarely these days, but hurt more. I want more than anything to feel appreciated and yet I feel like the men in my life only notice my existence when they want something I have not provided. I have a 22 year old son living at home who used to think I walked on air and did no wrong. Now that he has a Ms. Right in his heart, however, and she is at home in another state for summer break from college, he is extremely moody and often lashes out at me.....something he never did in his 21 years prior. He is all wrapped up in his future and I am just along to watch. I am criticized if...
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